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THE. TRUTH. HURTS.

Gomenasai!

雨天

"im really sorry to my friends that went out with me yesterday! this includes jamie, maggs, and jax.. sorry for being an ass and falling asleep yesterday while we were waiting to be seated...i didnt realize that not sleeping (for 32 hours) would really kill a person LOL but truly im deeply sorry about it ..it wont happen again ill make sure i sleep for 12 hours before meeting up with you guys next time! " - kayee

so yep i had to write that cuz i felt really bad yesterday .. i was falling asleep standing up...sitting down.... walking... its bad.. this goes to show you that you should go to sleep no matter wat ... my 'excuse' was tat i was cleaning ..i know i know i always clean the house but its not my fault no one's home to clean up and my mom was complaining about it. and plus i have OCD...i cant help it. sigh i dont know y but i feel like once i came bak from england i changed..how and what did i change about myself i dont even know myself but i feel like i did change somehow...i dont konw if its a good or bad change which frustrates me ..i guess i feel more introverted than b4...and if you know me. thats bad cuz im already as introvert as a person can be. i mean its nice to go out with friends once in a while (which btw i had fun last night i really did ..minus the whole sleeping part) but for some reason theres this feeling i have and its like i dont want to go out n do anything ..i feel like a loser right now i really do. or mayb im slightly depressed.. idont know

on a more happier note.. i started to run again and it feels good at night wen you're running around in a circle and just sweating it out...the only problem is .. i dont have a running partner.. kamun can barely catch up..mommie..walks and talks on the phone so yep if you are interested in running come find me :) lol

im at work right now (came in at around 9) and guess who just walked in to the room... kamun... she comes in at like 1050....wen works start at 9 .... i dont understand her anymore her study and work ethics are totally messed up in my opinion... i mean you work n you get paid right? so how come i have to do her work for her...and in my opinion truthfully...if you get paid more you should do more work.. thats how i see it .. and she gets paid more than i do... but watever she wants to say that since i already worked here for a yr i can handle things on my own... i konw i can but a lil help would be appreciated ....gosh

ill try posting the pictures up from england wen the time comes LOL and wen im not feeling lazy or waiting for the pictures to upload ...this is the first time im writing a blog in the US lol woohoo

— im out :) kayee

兩日更多

so today i went to university of cambridge... due to my alreaedy packed luggage.. i cant post up photos cuz i packed the connector away lol but yea theres lot of pictures ;) got more gifts lol.. and of course i had to get it.. a cambridge t-shirt LOL bak at the flat now wondering wat to do... theres a lil more i have to pack.. but thats gotta wait till i finsih showering...and for morrow gotta wake up at like 430 cuz the coach is leaving at 530...yes way early lol that like 1230 bak home. im just glad im going home soon... i know i konw im getti g homesick.after 3 weeks..o wellz lol btw i have msgs to some ppl so here goes:

jen - yes you're right about the dress and all lol.. but guess wat i forgot the belt ... retarded right? but ill show you pictures.. i hope i dont make the dress look bad lol

kamun - you didnt tell me you're going on vaca. where are you goig? and WEN? and is ben goign to come with you guys to pick me up??

well ill be on skype at 11 here 6-7 bak home if you want to see me for a while lol cuz the mom says to be on at that time lol im actually already on so yep...if you're on im here;)

cheers again~

p.s. sorry for the lousy short post... dont know wat to say.. very tired lol

Formal Dinner

so today is technically the last day of CLASSEs im telling you im really relieved that theres no more classes'....this week has been wayy to stressful only because they tell us stuff like last minute...but i did my part of the bargain lol esp since im only getting the credits with a pass or fail ...so here is wat happened today...

you know how i had to do the witness statement and presentation.. well only the witness statement... but wen i got to class.. the other two members of the group didnt even finsih the powerpoint presentation...which means of course the two people who's the sensible ones finished the ppt and the rehearsal...well at least i got something i wanted... to be the first group to present haha i know... thats not me... but i wanted to get it over with lol so we presented and was glad thats over with... hahaha and so then i waited for my friend to finsih her presentation cuz she wanted to go to the city centre to do something so i just went for a walk.. which was nice lol and then went bak to our flats and i took a shower got ready for the dinner by like 6...well it was really a wine reception at 6 and dinner at 7 lol... (like stated in the previous posts...pictures will be up shortly ) and i dont know wat formal is to these ppl... its more like going out to party dresses..... lol and then took pictures ..ate food.. and the best part of the dinner is.... the presentation that my group presented got the "Overall Best presentation" lol but guess wat.. the award was..... a cup..... yes a cup from the universtity lol...im not complaining .. one more cup to add to my collection of cups LOLOL and then after dinner ppl wanted to go drink so i went but then after like 10 min they were like they're going to go dancing.. and im like.. nope sorry...not today lol (i changed clothes before i went to the pub lol) im telling you im going to miss the professors and the assistants.. they're so nice! lol

and now im talking to my mom on skype.... haha i <3 mommie....i thought she was watching drama but she said that she wanted to talk to me ... awww lol ;) mommie is so cute ;0)

well im going to go to cambridge morrow so ill talk more about that for morrow ;)

ecehrs! ~ ;)

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the days are going faster than expected lol i mean i want to go home but i like the peace and quiet here o wellz i have like 3 more days not including the day im going home lol so guess wat a classmate of mine and me did a witness statement consisting of 25 pages in like 5 1/2 - 6 hrs ..im telling you my eyes were going blind at first cuz of the lil laptop i was using then i switched to the computer room (i know i shouldve done that b4 since the computers are new ! lol) and guess wat it was a samsung desktop.. the screen is HUGE lol i thought i was lookiing at the TV.... fine im exaggerating about how HUGE it is. but its pretty much like the MAC desktop....which btw im eyeing on lol so besides doing the witness statement... i was looking up a serial killer (green river killer) i know i know i already did Jack The Ripper paper but that was only the intro... im just going to do the intro for this paper as well..i mean i dont have a lot of time...like...2 days lol but its an intro.. hopefully its not too hard lol ill try to do it today if im not too lazy and start watching Beethoven virus lol which btw i only have like 5 ep left lol im going to dl some classical music ...more than wat i have anyway lol

so im off to shower lol yes at 730 here and 230 in the evening / afternoon respectively lol its cuz i have to do laundry today sooo im going to take a shower and then i have one less dirty set of clothes to wash before i do laundry.... sounds like a plan right? LOL like all the other previous entries... go on SKYPE ..

sssreehc~~ lol
<3

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i didnt realize that its almost 5 lol i thought it was like 4ish ....been working on a witness statement for the group.. my group leader is technically not a group leader... hes not doing his part.. seriously argh well i just typed up the format so im hoping the others can do the rest and ill just compile it lol argh i just forgot but i also have to do a presentaiton argh ... im not good in speech at all.. like talking in front of the class... scares me ... yes in my head i think they are trying to eat me up lol so todays not that bad...had some free time, lecture x2, quiz, then bak to flat... nothing special happened today lol gosh i havent talked to anyone on skype for the past day lol besides ma lol wheres everyone? i know you guys have lives and all but dont you miss me? LOL joking like i said on the previous posts..i cant wait to come bak home and talk lol i miss talking to everyone.. yes i know wat you're thinking....im totally a family person lol gosh i just miss everyone..

我為什麼覺得孤獨的？因為你不是在我身邊

lol just playing around with some chinese lol :0)
skype me if you're on ...thanks! ;)

cheerS~~ <3

現在是 16 日

so its already day 16 and the day is almost ending.. holy crap ive been in england for that many days already ....can you belive it? i still cant...it went by so fast ..i remember like it was yesterday wen i was getting ready for the trip... yep thats all i can remember lol so right now besides updating the blog im writing up the answers to the review that prof. wang gave me..almost done.. have like 11 questions to go lol so yea. today started like the other days but the difference is that i got out of class one hour earlier lol exciting right? so instead of studying like i should be.. my friend and i went to the city centre cuz she wanted to get something for her friends.... as was i LOL im making a list..checking more than twice and seeing wat i got people lol i hope my luggage can fit all of it lol which reminds me to do my laundry ...ill do it on wednesday or something like that lol in like 6 days im leaving england and not coming bak for mayb a couple of years ... well at least i had and i am having fun here..... i guess the only thing im going to miss here besids the 3 meals a day lol is the peace and quiet here.. if you know me...which i know you do ..my household is never quiet lol no matter how hard we try it just wont.. right kamun n kawing? lol im like sitting here.. its almost 8 and its almost 3 bak home.. waiting for someone to be online.. but whos going to be online at this hour... sheesh. so ..gosh i have ADD lol this week is going to be hectic just b.c. everyone is trying to fit in a test (morrow), 2 papers (im doing only one) , witness statement, and group presentation ..i dont know how my group is going to do all of this in less than a week.. o yea the "FORMAL DINNER" is on thursday... the day of the group presentation.. which im not that fond of cuz i have to present.. argh. but im only gettign the credits soooo no biggie for me lol but i cant be mean and be like.. im going to only do my part and thats it..noooo im nicer than that right? lol i see teh doubtful faces of some of you reading this lol so yep im going to go bak to studying..like i said the pictures should be up wen i go bak home cuz theres just wayyyy too many pictures and the connectino is slow (i know i know i said this like 243567439 times) lol so....

CHEERS MATE~~ lol
<3 and miss u all

London

wow so yea yesterday i couldnt write a blog cuz of course i went to london...hence the title lol im so glad i talked to jamie and maggs b4 i left lol.. sorry for leaving so suddenly lol so yep i found some gifts for some people..and going to get more next week wen i return to london once more before i head home;) london..is CRAZY lol there were so many people that i can say.. we were swimming in a pool full of people lol i took lots of pictures.. like around 388? i went to see westminster abbey, saw the london I (lol), went to convent garden, went to the Jack the Ripper tour, ate dinner at the hotel.. that was yesterday... today i went to the globe theater where shakespeare plays were being performed...and the tower of london. o and i also saw the london bridge lol its realllly niceee lol

ill tell you all more about the trip wen i come bak cuz my flatmates made dinner for me lol arent they nice and then going to watch The Proposal LOL and wen i come bak i have to shower and then start on review #2 for the quiz on tuesday lol going to eat dinner now ;)

cheers dudees :)