"im really sorry to my friends that went out with me yesterday! this includes jamie, maggs, and jax.. sorry for being an ass and falling asleep yesterday while we were waiting to be seated...i didnt realize that not sleeping (for 32 hours) would really kill a person LOL but truly im deeply sorry about it ..it wont happen again ill make sure i sleep for 12 hours before meeting up with you guys next time! " - kayee
so yep i had to write that cuz i felt really bad yesterday .. i was falling asleep standing up...sitting down.... walking... its bad.. this goes to show you that you should go to sleep no matter wat ... my 'excuse' was tat i was cleaning ..i know i know i always clean the house but its not my fault no one's home to clean up and my mom was complaining about it. and plus i have OCD...i cant help it. sigh i dont know y but i feel like once i came bak from england i changed..how and what did i change about myself i dont even know myself but i feel like i did change somehow...i dont konw if its a good or bad change which frustrates me ..i guess i feel more introverted than b4...and if you know me. thats bad cuz im already as introvert as a person can be. i mean its nice to go out with friends once in a while (which btw i had fun last night i really did ..minus the whole sleeping part) but for some reason theres this feeling i have and its like i dont want to go out n do anything ..i feel like a loser right now i really do. or mayb im slightly depressed.. idont know
on a more happier note.. i started to run again and it feels good at night wen you're running around in a circle and just sweating it out...the only problem is .. i dont have a running partner.. kamun can barely catch up..mommie..walks and talks on the phone so yep if you are interested in running come find me :) lol
im at work right now (came in at around 9) and guess who just walked in to the room... kamun... she comes in at like 1050....wen works start at 9 .... i dont understand her anymore her study and work ethics are totally messed up in my opinion... i mean you work n you get paid right? so how come i have to do her work for her...and in my opinion truthfully...if you get paid more you should do more work.. thats how i see it .. and she gets paid more than i do... but watever she wants to say that since i already worked here for a yr i can handle things on my own... i konw i can but a lil help would be appreciated ....gosh
ill try posting the pictures up from england wen the time comes LOL and wen im not feeling lazy or waiting for the pictures to upload ...this is the first time im writing a blog in the US lol woohoo
— im out :) kayee
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